So the big 8-0 eh? I went to my first NFL game last night with Antonio =) It was fun; we had awesome seats. A must-do-at-least-once type of experience, but I think I'd rather watch the game at home on the big screen. The tickets were $100 a piece, the beer cost $8.00 a bottle, and the parking pass was $15.00.  Whereas at home, you have unlimited beer, the luxury of open bathrooms, and all the space you need to jump, sing, dance, or whatever the case. To wrap up yesterday's game, "F" the REFS! They made bad callings when they made a call, and no calls when we needed them

Until next game, Over&OUT!

I went to that old, dependable swing today. The one I use to walk to when I was younger and just relaxed until all my worries went away. Not that I had a lot to worry about, but today, I figured I'd give the old method a shot. It was the swing and I against the world. The wind was blowing and the chains were squeaking; but despite all the noises, I was at peace with myself.

I have gotten relatively close to my parents this past year. It scares me that they aren't getting any younger, and with age, they have obtained varying health problems. You know, you don't appreciate what you have until it's too late. I'm trying to change that. I have spent as much time as I could with them-aside from school, friends, & the boyfriend. It's unreal how our parents love us so unconditionally and most times, we take it for granted.

I know that my blogs don't make sense and they seem to have ideas that are all over the place. If it helps, this is how I feel all day, everyday. My thoughts are so scattered and they cover every spectrum of my life, but this is how I've learned to cope.

Oh and another random point: Why are there so many institutional violence going on? It's like students gone MAD. [http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20091010/ap_on_re_us/us_ucla_stabbing]

Well people, I take that back. The world has gone mad, not just the students.

It's a never-ending cycle of ups and downs. It's hard to both want the same things or to at least know what each other want. I hope to have this figured out, soon.